Holiday?

I'm not having an enjoyable holiday so far. With my dad being sick, everyone that matter being busy, and my exam results being such a f*ckin tease, I just can't sit back, relax, and call it a rest.

And I'm like, 150% sure that I will fail in at least one subject. I practically couldn't answer the final test properly, and I don't think my daily assignments are good enough to cover everything up. This is so frustrating. I can't even imagine how will I explain my failure to my father later on. I mean, he's sick now. And he has this expectation of me for doing good like the size of a mountain it's crazy.

I can't even think properly right now. I don't know. Whatever.