Oh. Wow

It hurts a little. You see, you wasn't even there when it was my day. Some stupid reason of family matters bullshit. And after months has passed, I got nothing return. And what did you do to them? All that glorious things and efforts, while you left me nothing. It hurts. A lot.

And here I thought you're better than that. And here I am crying over you, spending so much time and so much efforts for you.

The glass is not half full anymore.
It's empty. And broken.

My Dearest

I am sorry that everything didn't go as we planned. I am sorry I wasn't there for you. I am sorry I couldn't do anything to make it better. Those (hopefully) comforting words, those endless 'how's, those seemingly annoying chats, that's all I have to show you that I care. I am sorry for your tears, but you've done so well and you've tried so hard. There's no need to be so hard on yourself.

I'm being overly dramatic here. But damn you had no idea how worried I was. I was helpless, and it pained me. This is hard, I know. But, please be strong. There will be light at the end of the tunnels, you just need to walk a little further.

Then you'll be alright. I'm sure you will.
Because all is well.